karai · ebi

now more than ever....

Seriously? There's some for even this kind of game?...Don't they know people have been time traveling since the original one...I can't imagine finding any reason to be angry around one of the most casual and relaxing games to exist aside from like...plant simulator lol.

Seriously? There's some for even this kind of game?...Don't they know people have been time traveling since the original one...I can't imagine finding any reason to be angry around one of the most casual and relaxing games to exist aside from like...plant simulator lol.

Seriously? There's some for even this kind of game?...Don't they know people have been time traveling since the original one...I can't imagine finding any reason to be angry around one of the most casual and relaxing games to exist aside from like...plant simulator lol.

wtfff, thanks for sharing that..the whole new album is awesome straight into sepia hell.

It already did!
 
 

Firstly, my condolences bro. Very sorry to hear this. Had you proposed to her already?
 
Secondly, you said "i'm not worth it". Throw that bullshit thought in the trash where it belongs. I know you are hurt, and I feel your pain, but just because this chick doesn't want to marry, it doesn't mean that you are not worth it, or that you're not worth marrying. You gotta it in your head that "you're the prize" no matter what, and realize and respect your own worth.
 
Lastly, I know you love this girl, but if you truly want to marry and this girl does not want to, then I think you'd be doing yourself a huge disservice by staying with her (and eventually causing yourself more pain). If you stay hoping that this girl will change her mind, then you will only be deceiving yourself (and wasting more time).
 
If you want to marry - stand on that, and do not change YOUR vision just because SHE wants something else. Think about it. This girl been with you three years. That's way more than enough time to decide if you want to marry someone or not. Look at this for what it is and do not deceive yourself. You've been dating this girl for 3 years, and she doesn't want to commit? Basically, she letting you know "i'm ok with fucking this dude and wasting his time, but I don't want to commit to him. I'll just hang around until #1 I get bored, or #2 I find something else".
 
Let your Yes be your yes, and your No's be your No's - anything else is manipulation.
 
You ain't gotta go out like that bro.
 
Many people do not understand marriage. Marriage is not a piece of paper. It's not a social construct, it's not a financial agreement, a legal contract, a ring or a dress. It's literally the process of two becoming one.
 
If that is what you truly desire, you cannot afford to waste your time and energy on wishy-washy people who are not intentional. People who just wanna drift and "see where things go". Nah, fuck that. Relationships are serious, and from what you've told us about this girl, she just seems to want the benefits of a relationship without the commitment. And that's suspect as hell...
 
Obviously, you should make your own decision...and whatever you choose to do, make sure you're doing it because YOU truly want to do it....don't do anything just to please this girl, and definitely don't do anything out of the fear of how she'll respond. Do it FOR YOU.
 
And I'll leave with this. But if you if you decide to part ways with this girl, realize that there are PLENTY of women out there that want the same thing that you do. Do not sacrifice your values for this girl thinking that you won't find anyone else. Because you certainly will....and you'll find someone who WILL happy to embrace your values and chase your goals WITH YOU. That's a far better deal than dealing with this silliness.
 
When I met my woman, I let her know from the very beginning what my plans were and what I expected. I ain't got time to play these wishy-washy games with anyone. I don't play any of that shit. Now at that point, it was up to her whether she wanted to join me or keep it moving. She decided to come along for the ride.
 
You don't have to tolerate anything that you don't want to. Don't sell yourself short.

cut the bullshit everyone.

@Disposable has had this avatar for as long as I've known him and for as long as many of you have too. He probably has had the header photo for just as long. No one noticed any nazi connections until just today, and now people are getting indignant as if you knew all along? are you fucking serious?

no but like are you fucking serious? cut the public shaming.

maybe you can assassinate character everywhere else on the internet where you can still remain relatively anonymous without fear of repercussions, but not here. not as long as my name is green. use your brains people. disposable has been nothing but a good member on the forum and he has contributed far more to MH than 95% of the people reading this update. sometimes he is polemic but this is the internet, who is not? he has more than explained himself, he has not spouted nazi and/or pedo gibberish like some troublesome incel trolls we have had in the past, and i know disposable on a personal level better than most of you do. the staff is fine with both the profile picture and the banner. you see one nazi symbol and a meme and suddenly that erases 8+ years of activity? getting to know people on this forum actually means something. life is not so cut and dry. people are not so easily reduced to 140 character text bytes. learn to see the grays between the black and white.

some of you in here got twitter fingers like you're gonna go off and actually do something about it. you don't even have the ban hammer at your disposal. use the moderator function or send a PM next time if something bothers you.

and I told you people to also keep politics off this site. continue to categorize people into political parties and i will start jettisoning people off the site. try me.

Only people on those lists can see the full version of certain posts. Usually used for spoilers, more personal or nsfw drawing  / text posts, at least on the art side of things

I wouldn't worry about it too much...I've only been here about a year but, though people are strong in their opinions it's not an actual attack on you or anything just different feelings on the topic.

*tips fedora*

Definitely...I saw some folks were not that thrilled with BABEL even as long time fans, but I think it has all the feeling of the old still. I don't think Mr. Sakurai is able to perform without charged emotion lol, even some of their 'grittiest' songs still carry that same sense for me too. Can enjoy other new bands sure at an extent, but B-T are on the tier above and won't be forgotten in time.

Never really interacted but hey, stay strong it takes a lot to turn the tide on your own. I have been there too, and we have to remember that there's really (not always) something terribly wrong with us but rather the world around us is in a constant state of shit and misery. It's no wonder so many people are brought to this state of mind when we are all weighed down with it on top of our own personal struggles. 
It's not easy but I hope things will turn around for you, sometimes one small victory a day is what it takes, good luck.

@karai · ebi Thank you very much, I agree, sometimes the pressures of the world and society can be way too much, but it’s all about sticking with the people you love and support you! I hope you’re okay too, being in this situation is never nice and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone

Never really interacted but hey, stay strong it takes a lot to turn the tide on your own. I have been there too, and we have to remember that there's really (not always) something terribly wrong with us but rather the world around us is in a constant state of shit and misery. It's no wonder so many people are brought to this state of mind when we are all weighed down with it on top of our own personal struggles. 
It's not easy but I hope things will turn around for you, sometimes one small victory a day is what it takes, good luck.

I am hoping it's the awkward start phase like when Ai & co had those god awful red and black lace halloween store goth costumes

It was the same for me. I once sang (and made up) an entire song in Danish when I was really tossed one day without pausing. Sure don't remember it now lol. Wish we could permanently unlock that part of the brain sober.

we live in the southland tales timeline...I feel like it will only get worse. I don't even go to big public places anymore

You gotta use a lot of conditioner, ..and don't use a hairdryer.
It really depends on hair type though, for me I full wash w conditioner one day, next day don't wash it, day after wash etc.
I have very thick follicles, so if you have thinner type hair you may have to wash everyday.

I used to not be, until I considered a possibility we might instead of being in oblivion, come back endlessly and be forced to live again and again.
 
I mean even if it's not technically us and we're not really aware...but coming back to live as a human ever again who may be in even shittier conditions, or be ignorant, uncreative, cruel or unquestioning of how fucked society is, is way scarier than death.
I'm not religious, but I can't not think of it that way as a transfer of energy or something. And what if all the people who've claimed to regressed to their past life in deep meditation aren't just in elaborate hallucination, no thanks. Oblivion for me.

idk if you listened to em yet but MUNIMUNI/ムニムニ are  xtremely good & underrated too
also these bois if you like vaguely plastic tree-like vibes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJxu6cmNAmE

I used to not be, until I considered a possibility we might instead of being in oblivion, come back endlessly and be forced to live again and again.
 
I mean even if it's not technically us and we're not really aware...but coming back to live as a human ever again who may be in even shittier conditions, or be ignorant, uncreative, cruel or unquestioning of how fucked society is, is way scarier than death.
I'm not religious, but I can't not think of it that way as a transfer of energy or something. And what if all the people who've claimed to regressed to their past life in deep meditation aren't just in elaborate hallucination, no thanks. Oblivion for me.

You're doing it for the wrong reasons then. Realising things like that in the way you're describing is just a part of growing up imo. Of course "geeky" stuff like obsessing over music or anime won't be enough to fulfill you. But that doesn't mean that it's "worthless". You'll have to transgress the thought that all this stuff makes up who you are, that's not a helpful perspective. But the fact that these things are a part of your life in the way they are is actually interesting and says a lot about you.

Nothing wrong with the message, but I'm not really a big fan of using subjects like this to cash in on. And the way I see it, they don't exactly give the subject matter the respect and attention it truly deserves here. Feels like they're actually taking a serious subject that should be addressed further, and make it a lot smaller and less relevant than what it is.
 
It doesn't exactly help that the commercial itself is pretty bad. Looks like a cheap, no-budget and embarrassingly mediocre school project made by teenagers who's only done something like this a couple of times before.

Some here https://archive.org/search.php?query=suehiro maruo&sin=TXT
 
More here: http://www.mangago.me/r/l_search/?name=suehiro+maruo
can't find a direct download batch tho