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  1. I miss GOSSIP. I'm sure if COVID weren't a thing then I would still be following NICOLAS regularly but it's been hard recently. I'm even deciding to not go to Saku's birthday live (he didn't advertise it as a bday live anyway. Just a normal live....but scheduled on his birthday. As usual. Lmao).


    Like, I would rather save money for GazettE right now... But I was so invested in GOSSIP/NICOLAS.


    Again, there's also covid. But ahhh... Just sucks... GOSSIP was so fun. NICOLAS is fun too, but it isn't the same sort of trash I originally signed up for. But they WERE just a backup for when Gaze was inactive. 


    Forgive me my indie babies. Y'all lost so many fans recently rip. At least they're still being supported by some.

    1. Himeaimichu


      They might be going back to that early 2000s sound. Their new single has a rerecording of a JyuLie song

    2. solaris05
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    vexent has quite a few gaze rip off songs for sure. but a lot of bands do now a days orz gaze's management doesn't seem to target everyone, only select few it seems. i don't know how they decide, but i know gossip and another band got in trouble in the past. the other band i can't remember their name but they're a vk band thats known for doing parodies and they're the one that most recently got in some trouble. "trouble"? meh basically the band would get warned by management to not continue certain things or do things.
  3. solaris05

    gee i wonder who inspired them LMAO ((i wonder how their music will sound cause if they do the wrong thing...........gaze gonna shut them down real quick))
  4. I want kids! So bad!!! ...When I'm older lol I grew up very family oriented and so for the longest time I've always wanted children of my own (one or two, probably one). Not having children was never a thought. The easiest way to explain my thoughts towards this is that I KNOW for certain I want to be a mom. That's my main life goal. I don't know what type of career I want and I have no other true BIG goals besides you know, following Gaze tours. At some point, I just want to be able to settle down and have children. I would babysit my cousins a lot since they were infants so my patience grew a lot and I love them so muchhhh. I want one. lol. Ideally, I'd love to have one of my own biological child and then adopt a second child. Probably adopt an older kid since they're usually the ones who don't get chosen. I hear adoption is super expensive though... I also really want to experience pregnancy??? I know every pregnancy is different and for all I know I could have the worst luck and get a terrible pregnancy....but I'll take that risk. I really want to experience pregnancy and I want to be a mom and raise a kid and give them the best life possible. I've thought about it a lot. I want to be pregnant by 33 but obviously that might not be the case lol My poor friends always deal with me and my baby talk lol
  5. I'm still not over NICOLAS giving us rubber chickens to use during the live since we weren't allowed to shout and member call fsdifhndfda there's a reason i love these men

    1. IGM_Oficial


      Oh, so that's why! A friend of mine who is a huge fan of them and Gossip once said: "they're just a bunch of clowns who play instruments".

    2. solaris05


      @IGM_OficialYup! A replacement for our voices LOL and your friend is correct.  gossip/nicolas are such fucking dorks. They're the only bandmen I'd ever trust lol

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    Coming from a Cambodian background, I love Cambodian/Thai/Viet food the most. Everything is so delicious and super flavorful. I like Japanese food but not as much at this point because in reality a lot of it is just.......plain. Cambodians season the shit outta everything so I'm used to that since it's what I grew up with. (Hence why my fave Japanese food is okonomiyaki. I drown that shit in mayo and sauce lmao). I saw someone mention Chinese peking duck tho and I loooooooove duck so much. Peking duck or the super greasy roasted duck you get at a local Asian market mmmmmmmm. Fuck. I miss all those foods so much lmao But I will say my comfort dish will always be spicy papaya salad with Cambodian fried chicken and rice and, of course, grandma's eggrolls. Fish sauce, spicy chili salt, balut, duck, sour fruit, durian.... I just...ugh my mouth is watering.
  7. goddd i want to go to a live so bad i'm tempted to risk it with corona and go to a random indie af vk band just to FEEL SOMETHING

  8. i am SO ready to spend all my money on aoi again 🥺 t h a n k y o o o o u u u u u 

  9. I second this. I immediately thought of ZERO glad he's still around but....damn.
  10. it's always entertaining when you witness a possible bandmen and his mitsu on their 'date' lololol

    1. 少女椿


      But in 99% cases they're just a hosts...

    2. solaris05


      @少女椿 even then it's still entertaining lolol this guy did not dress like a host tho and didnt give off host vibes. 

  11. if what i ordered still doesnt work then imma have another mini crisis and give up. PLEASE THIS IS MY LAST HOPE.

  12. i miss saku and his stupid dance moves 😂💓

  13. oh shit. finally listening to SiM's "Devil in Your Head" and i am  a d d i c t e d

  14. i think it's still going to be a longgggg ass time before my bands do lives again so.... highkey might get a new tattoo in august lmao


    nicolas already cancelled the remainder of their summer lives and gazette is obviously not gonna do anything for awhile until it's truly safe to. i wanna put my money somewhere one last time before i gotta save every penny i earn :|

  15. solaris05

    Hahahaha honestly, imma do everything in my power to make both work 😂
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    I agree that the rate is really high. I've had a lot of friends who turned away from vk and went into kpop or something else. Few eventually returned to vk while the rest didnt. I've wondered about this before too because its sad to see, but meh happens. As for myself, i personally dont like watching full live dvds alone and i've stopped reading interviews a few years ago. I've been a fan for... roughly 11 years now???? Anyway, i want to think i will always be a fan but theres probably??? going to be a time where i have to move on. But in a way i'm already doing that. I dont really bother with much in vk anymore, i only focus on two bands. I know OF a lot of bands but i either dont care or am too busy to bother with it. I feel like this happens in general with a lot of fans overseas and domestic? But just my opinion. I've pulled myself away from a lot of vk fans since i used to always know the drama or be involved in the drama. And imma say its been so damn NICE avoiding all that now and just sticking to a few people. I feel this and just the dark vibes in general might be apart of the turn over rate. While the kpop fandom is bad too, the music is at least more upbeat and if you dont understand korean then youre safe from the lyrics. A lot of good stuff has happened in my years and thankfully i never turned to something else fully. At some point i will have to prioritize vk less (i wanna settle down and have a family) but i'm (hopefully) still going to keep an eye on my two favorite bands.... if....they dont break up..... Usually I leave a certain band after 3-5 years but since I found vk and GazettE I've been stuck ever since. Hopefully i continue to stay even longer. Sorry if my post was hella messy and unorganized lmao
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    Went from various murder/crime shows -> Try Guys -> readings on Reddit -> yt teaaa -> Aba and Preach 😂 I have no idea what to watch anymore. Nothing is keeping my interest now. Btw if you like the crime stuff, YT channel Female Killers is great. If you don't mind the cheesy reenactment stories lolol
  18. Despite the reasons behind it, my current break from bands have been pretty nice. I still miss GazettE as always, but I'm still transitioning into this new job position. So being able to focus on just that plus Adulting Life in general is a relief in a way lmao noselfcontrolwhenfavebandsareactive

  19.  i wish i could see the future to know when my next live will be so i know whether or not i can put money into my next tattoo. i'm ready to sweat over ticket hatsu/lotteries and ensei again 😞✌️ and dont get me started on post-live drinks

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    Not yet carrying, but want to one day. Only one other friend I have wants to be a mother, so I talk about it a lot to her. Ideally, I'd love to have my own child and then adopt an older child a few years later. My poor friends lol they have to deal with me and my constant baby fever so much (not just a baby fever phase. Having a baby to raise is one of my only life goals lmao). I actually want to experience a pregnancy too, so hopefully I'll be lucky and won't have an absolute terrible pregnancy in the future orz
  21. Gotta head out tomorrow to search for a birthday gift. Dunno wtf to get though 😧 i have just one idea but if that doesnt work then i'll just buy donuts lmao i shouldve gone shopping today since i was already out but oh well. Thought of it too late and got too tired. 

  22. sooo mamireta is now on hiatus. break up? hiatus? not making a topic post because i can't translate the post they made. but we all know what a hiatus ends up as anyway. members included their messages already too https://mamireta.com/contents/322233  theyre gonna hold a 3 day live at the beginning of sept before leaving

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    2. solaris05


      @Jigsaw9 the magic words

    3. Karma’s Hat

      Karma’s Hat

      Idk about sales or attendance but musically they were beyond washed up

    4. solaris05


      @Disposable thats unfortunate. i only listen to one song so i wouldnt know LOL they had enough fans at lives, but their fans are terrible at lives tbh

  23. solaris05

    This is always so difficult. I used to be a morning shower person because it would help wake me up for the day. But ever since moving abroad I've begun to switch and take night showers instead. I do switch back and forth though between morning and night, so at this point it really depends. If it's summer or I have a concert then I shower twice a day. If I'm just working a regular day then I shower the night before so I can get more sleep instead lmao 😫
  24. solaris05

    I would LOVE to own items from any of Aoi (GazettE)'s previous bands. I have some things from Kai, which I'm thankful for, but it's not the same when it isnt my bias 🥺🥺🥺
  25. watching the NICOLAS dvd. i forgot it was our first time hearing the new songs so we aren't doing furi yet and are just standing there. but i immediately spot where me and my friends are and i'm fucking dying 😂

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    2. IGM_Oficial


      Oh, so you mean you bought it. I'm so relieved now.

    3. solaris05


       @IGM_Oficial yes! i watched the actual dvd XD theres still a week so you're good! 

    4. IGM_Oficial


      Yes, I just checked the tweet. Thanks for the reminder!

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