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I can't believe nicolas is going to livestream their new dvd after just releasing it on sale... and it isn't even sold out on the website :(( I mean, this is super sweet of them to do and hopefully they can get a bunch of donations during the stream. I think this time I should have money to donate because last time I didn't :(( I miss them and I still feel so bad. They released a new album and then corona happened so they didn't get to perform for their new tour at alllll. And they were going to a bunch of people's hometowns and shit to play these tiny af venues (ok majority of vk venues are small but you get it).  If we're lucky, the final in July can continue but it's too early to say.

TLDR: i miss nicolas, i feel bad they couldnt tour, pls watch their live steam and donate if you can 

i think it's still going to be a longgggg ass time before my bands do lives again so.... highkey might get a new tattoo in august lmao

nicolas already cancelled the remainder of their summer lives and gazette is obviously not gonna do anything for awhile until it's truly safe to. i wanna put my money somewhere one last time before i gotta save every penny i earn

im an idiot and didnt double check the forms i filled out before submitting them...aka... i wrote my birth date instead of today's date for a government form i'm- 😭 THINGS NOT TO DO AT 4AM

edit: they just emailed me about it and allowed me to fix it and resubmit LOL bless

wow hi i'm new here. never thought i'd make an account woooo.

i'm a gazette fan, but i have 2 indie bands that i follow. do not give me shit for loving gazette lol 

 i wish i could see the future to know when my next live will be so i know whether or not i can put money into my next tattoo. i'm ready to sweat over ticket hatsu/lotteries and ensei again 😞✌️ and dont get me started on post-live drinks

bro can school just get rid of all remainder assignments so i can just graduate already? the past few days have been confusing AF.

bro i finally bought a box of popsicles from the store and....they're tiny omg i should've just bought a bunch of regular sized popsicles from the konbini oeifnsdljfs tf

Despite the reasons behind it, my current break from bands have been pretty nice. I still miss GazettE as always, but I'm still transitioning into this new job position. So being able to focus on just that plus Adulting Life in general is a relief in a way lmao noselfcontrolwhenfavebandsareactive

Fuuuuuuuuuck Takuya cried so much 😭

goddd i want to go to a live so bad i'm tempted to risk it with corona and go to a random indie af vk band just to FEEL SOMETHING

Gotta head out tomorrow to search for a birthday gift. Dunno wtf to get though 😧 i have just one idea but if that doesnt work then i'll just buy donuts lmao i shouldve gone shopping today since i was already out but oh well. Thought of it too late and got too tired. 

happy khmer and laos new years beeetches ✌️ 

i am SO ready to spend all my money on aoi again 🥺 t h a n k y o o o o u u u u u 

I have an instore at the end of May but high chance it's gonna get cancelled 😭

I miss GOSSIP. I'm sure if COVID weren't a thing then I would still be following NICOLAS regularly but it's been hard recently. I'm even deciding to not go to Saku's birthday live (he didn't advertise it as a bday live anyway. Just a normal live....but scheduled on his birthday. As usual. Lmao).

Like, I would rather save money for GazettE right now... But I was so invested in GOSSIP/NICOLAS.

Again, there's also covid. But ahhh... Just sucks... GOSSIP was so fun. NICOLAS is fun too, but it isn't the same sort of trash I originally signed up for. But they WERE just a backup for when Gaze was inactive. 

Forgive me my indie babies. Y'all lost so many fans recently rip. At least they're still being supported by some.

i miss saku and his stupid dance moves 😂💓

I won the lottery for the rands two day onemans but like.... im broke and the live is going to get postponed anyway. Idk if i should pay for them or not. I'm curious about my number and if its good i'll be able to keep the number, but i can also just buy B tickets or tickets day of.... idk aaaaaaaaaaaa theyre not even my honmei... i should save money instead... (i say that but i might pay for them anyway. Or at least one)

i wonder....if the cd shops has new flyers of rands yet... maybe i can check tomorrow... edit: they do and im now im trying to control myself to not rush to the store but i WANNA

i'm so ready to go back to woooork. imma have 0 money when gazette gets active again.

I'm still not over NICOLAS giving us rubber chickens to use during the live since we weren't allowed to shout and member call fsdifhndfda there's a reason i love these men

if what i ordered still doesnt work then imma have another mini crisis and give up. PLEASE THIS IS MY LAST HOPE.

It seems like Japan's current method is closing a bunch of shops on the weekends to tempt people to stay home lol i thought it was just the previous weekend but maybe all? Or depends on the place itself.

it's always entertaining when you witness a possible bandmen and his mitsu on their 'date' lololol

oh my fuck... takuya and makoto are leaving RANDS, so it's just going to be karma.... apparently takuya is sick and he can't continue band activities..... i... i'm sad and surprised at the sudden announcement but i also hope taku will be okay

oh my god i could've made my username "dimbitch" i can't believe i fucking missed the chance